Thursday, July 30, 2009

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Friday, July 24, 2009

Project 365

so i decided to take one picture a day and edit it in a unique way...and write about what it means to me. i will do this for 1 year...hence the name, project 365. I am still catching up on editing...but here are the first few...

Time stands still.who knew that tomorrow would freeze me in my steps? July 1 2009
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death strikes a chord...and it ressonates.july 2 2009
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My eyes are the window into my soul...my soul aches.july 3 2009
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A symbol of freedom...im searching. july 4 2009
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Through the eyes, of a child july 5 2009
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Let the rains fall, and the floods come. july 6 2009
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I wish i were with you. july 7 2009
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Find a peaceful place. july8 2009
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When you can't see the HELP in front of you... July 9 2009
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Living in the shadow of the person I once was. July10 2009
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Trying to find the words to say...and the keys to life. July 11 2009
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Can you help me? Let me in. July 12 2009
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Beauty From Ashes july 13 2009
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My escape july 14 2009
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To sit and think. To think and to be alive. july 15 2009
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Color your world july 16 2009
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First Day without tears. july 17 2009
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Friday, July 17, 2009

challenge #7

Background...Shower curtain
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Background...White wall
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background...blanket...story behind the picture..erik was 4 days old...barry HAD to go play paintball...erik and i were freeeeezing, so we went and sat in the truck...and had a photoshoot with him sleeping on my lap...
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eriks 1st harvest...out at the (montana corn feild maze) that you can see straight over...lol erik was sitting on a tractor...such a weathered and worn look on his face like he has actually been working the farm for the day...the background is my favorite though because its farm land with a modest farm house in the back...just looks like a peak into the past to me...
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The rest are fairly self explanitory
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Saturday, July 11, 2009

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

4th of july

Holding onto what God has given me, trying to heal, trying to love and be loved. For now this is our family, and one angel baby in heaven. The subjects in the following pictures represent what i live for. my every breath.

These pictures are very raw and rough but that is what i feel right now and my photos are the extension of myself, therefore, here is a window into my self.

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and possibly the fakest smile ive ever smiled, in the sake of giving my son a good holiday.
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the very reason we celebrate...we are able because they gave it all.


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eriks personal dougout.
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he is amazed, and i am amazed with him. My perfect son. My gift from God that i am thankful everysingle day.
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a low explosive pyrotechnic device used primarily for aesthetic and entertainment purposes. ...and yet so beautiful....

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